Kit7tiin

I've recently come to aknowledge and accept that I am gender dysphoric, and that my decades of fixation and fetishization of pregnancy and motherhood has stemmed from a deep set and unfulfillable desire to be a woman and a mother myself ... for real.

As I begin to seriously contemplate Therapay and Consultation about the possibility and option of Trans-Womanhood, HRT and potential surgical intervention, I must look back and re evaluate everything I thought I knew about myself.

I have Veeeery Mixed Feelings about the nature of the content I've filled my faves with here. A new understanding for why I have been so obsessed with cartoonish and absurd exaggerations of those features and qualities unique to the female body on the one hand. A crushing regret and self digust on the other.

Who am I? What Do I Do Now? Where Do I Go From Here??